1.13.2014

Struggling

So I know I've been blessed. I mean I have a roof over my head(a free one at that), a vehicle that will get me from point A to B(that's completely paid for), clothes to wear, food to eat(most of the time), a wonderful husband who works his butt off to provide for us, two amazing little girls, and some pretty awesome friends.

But...

I need Thee, oh, I need Thee

I've hit a low point. I feel like I'm at rock bottom. I mean I guess if I am at rock bottom, the only place to go is up, right?

Every hour I need Thee

I'm struggling. Struggling with who I am. Who I want to be. Where I need to be as a Christian. A wife. A mother. A friend. A daughter. Struggling to help provide. 

Oh, bless me now, my Savior

Why am I suffering? Is God punishing me? Is the Devil testing me? Why am I not good enough? Why won't anyone hire me? I'm a faithful worker; I'm willing to do almost anything. I want to learn new things. Experience new things. Expand myself.

I come to Thee

I give up, Lord. I can not do it anymore. Help me, Lord. 

1.06.2014

20 questions- 5 year old style

1. What is your favorite color? Pink and green
2. What is your favorite toy? Dr. Bunny
3. What is your favorite fruit? Apple
4. What is your favorite tv show? Octonatd
5. What is your favorite thing to eat for lunch? Mac&Cheese and cheeseburgers
6. What is your favorite outfit? All of them
7. What is your favorite game? Candyland
8. What is your favorite snack? chips
9. What is your favorite animal? giraffe
10. What is your favorite song? God's not Dead
11. What is your favorite book? My Popple Christmas book
12. Who is your best friend? Tommy and Aidan
13. What is your favorite cereal? Lucky Charms and Dora
14. What is your favorite thing to do outside? play on my playhouse
15. What is your favorite drink? Root beer 
16. What is your favorite holiday? Christmas
17. What do you like to take to bed with you at night? Bumpy, Dot, Dr. Bunny, and "normal" water(aka ice water)
18. What is your favorite thing to eat for breakfast? Mickey Mouse waffles
19. What do you want for dinner on your birthday? cheeburger cheeburger 
20. What do you want to be when you grow up? a doctor, a kid one